It came to that again. It always seems to be bugging me. And somehow i almost decided to end things as it is, just because.

Andrew, are you asleep yet ? Nope not as yet
Andrew, can we talk ? Of course we can


Speed dial, 2 .

Hello ?

Ringing you up, reminds me of things.


You're joking arent you ?
I wish i was but i dont think that i am

You remember me as a girl your classmate was dating back then.
As that girl who always ran to you for advice and help;
The friend who asked you out at the most atrocious of hours;
The crush whose window closed shut some 4 years back;

Do you think i'm being unfair ?
Yes, yes you are, i thought you already answered those questions before you agreed
But just not that, i guess.

You were a skerry i clung onto whenever things got messy;
The help to patch up every fight i had with him;
The laughter that never fails to cheer me up;
The crush i never knew i had until you were gone

But it's not a fling. Just what if...
It's always the what ifs, isnt it ?
Perhaps.


What i would give to go back and love you once again.


Then again, maybe not. (:

Mmmm. Threadless' having a Spring Sale, too bad most stuff i wanted are oos. Oh well.

Anyone interested in a drink off at east coast ? I heard there's a nice irish pub there. (:

funny products

Somebody please laugh. This has to be a joke. Gah.

swirl

And may the roar ripple throughout the earth
and through your children;
Like a fire burning in a wax museum
Melt the complacency, the routine;
Be humbled,
Renouncing your rights, breaking away from the untruths
And filth that binds us to this earth;
Praise, till the Spirit of worship might descend,
Worship until the Glory comes,
Then stand, stand in awe of the Glory;
Kneel, bow, praise, dance, worship before the Lord,
the Highest, the Shepherd, the Servant King
Because Jesus,
Your truth will indeed,

Set us free.
Hallelujah.





Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.
-John 8:32

moolah.

Watching old anime. Finishing up 26 x 25 = 650 min = 10.83 hours

This is in a bid to distract myself from shopping et cetera.

16 + 66.94 + 23.50 + 12 + 31.50 + 61.80 + 22.50 + 26.95 + (19.90 + 33 + 80 + 41 + 18) = 453.09

OHMYBANANAS. IN LESS THAN 2 WEEKS. OH CRAP OH CRAP OH CRAP.


No wonder the bank accounts have less than 100 in total now. Gah. And to think i just got my pay less than 5 days ago. Argh.

results

After what i suppose was the most calm and relaxed collection of results in 19 years of my life - even Johanna the idiot who handed in a miserable sheet of paper for Math's Stats on purpose panicked - i'm now slacking around at home while looking for a job (oxymoron, i know). Alright now, so here's the lowdown on the grades:"


General Paper: C

Not really pleased but then thinking of how i barely felt my writing that day, i shouldnt complain i guess. Gah. Suppose what people always say about sleeping early is true. Oh well.

Mathematics: B

Mum laughs at this and says that somehow i always manage to pull myself through for math; despite the dislike for the subject. Still, dare say i worked for this. Not hard enough perhaps, but still more then what i did for most others.

Economics: C

Well, hello beloved subject that i did last minute read-up for. Seeing how i finished only 2 essays and a quarter of the third, i really shouldnt complain either. Not to mention the weird and bizarre case studies with several seemingly similar answers. Given the chance, i would have treated you better dearie.

Chemistry: C

Hello most dreaded, resented and frustrating subject that i've faced for the past four years. Slogged like crazy during the month prior to A's and even pinned up "wallpapers" of the various organic reactions; While C's not a pretty grade but hey, seeing how the best i've ever fared during the two years is a mere 30/100, i suppose the 100% increase is the reason i feel contented.

Biology: D

Looks at Chem, looks at Bio. Enough said. Stabs self with banana.

Other nonsense would be my A for Project Work and E for Chinese. Laladida.

Also, calculations show i've got a score of 68.75/90

Only subject i feel upset about has to be bio. Talk about major disappointment. I suspect it might be the poor SPA results actually, since i barely completed them by turning up late and such. Bah.

Well, nothing much to cry about. I suppose i should be, but the grade grid is not really who i am. So as i said to Shermaine, either i'm too easily contented or i just happen to take this too lightly.

Still, thank God for the grades and for the improvement shown. Thank God for always giving me output that is double my input. Thank God for the chances and opportunities given.

Moral compass

Instead of checking out the courses online, here i am reading game guides on playing Patapon. Hurr. I'm still stuck at the giant desert worm level. Gahhh.

Anyway, seems like many people did pretty badly this year and are planning to retake. planning to just try and apply for FASS. Worst scenario, it'll be hasta la vista Singapore. Gahh. Should've signed up for SAT last year after A's after all. Hahhaa.

Breakdown of grades shall be given next post. Going out now. Hurrr.


Edit: I just calculated the points and it seems that my H1 might just save my rear. Heh.

Hello all you pumpkins.

STUDY FOR YOUR TEST TOMORROW. AND CHOON KIAT, YOU'RE SO GETTING IT FROM ME IF YOU FAIL.


Lalala~

Hellooo. Thank you for cooking and bringing such a nice lunch down to school for me. So awfully sweet of you. Loves. (:

I just finished setting the bio papers for the Express and NA classes. Muhahahaha. They're fairly simple and a distinction should be easily attainable as long as one has a bit of common sense + listened to my blabbering in class.

You know, while on one hand i grumble about how i feel overworked for a relief staff, i'm really glad i got this opportunity. I mean, it's not often a relief teacher ends up setting a test paper for an entire level - ignore the fact that there's only 50 bio pupils. Besides, it's strangely gratifying to see how the usually bickering/chatting/whatever students paying attention to what you're saying and even taking notes. Even more so when these bunch of student say that wish you could stay. It feels almost like a warm fuzzy feeling. Almost.

Not to mention you get to see how teachers hoard PSP to check out games and discuss games such as this:


Anyway, tomorrow's the last week before the term ends. Another 2 1 more lesson with all my sec3 classes. It's quite an understatement, but yup, it's been an amazing experience.

Thank God for the opportunity given.